My
parents were called and told to come to Eastbourne general asap
as I might not make it through the night.
A priest even read my last rights to me - THREE times!”
So it all
began when I became like most of us do at times, despondent about,
“What no gains?” After training for 5 years or more,
I had reached that plateau of no more gains at the age of 22.
I decided to seek some advice from a very large friend of mine
called Paul who now works for Chemical Warfare and also knows
my mate from Portsmouth, (small world) which is where I was hatched
and raised.
He put me
on deca and sust and his word was true after 7 weeks I had gained
size and power which made me happy and Paul hadn’t steered
me wrong, which I was worried about as he was a friend, but still
was his interest in my health or his pocket? I took his advice
on training and diet and it worked. A year later again I sought
his advice and again I grew, only on a larger course, and no side
affects at all; this I believed was due to him keeping me away
from testate and tesdan 100 as I needed chest NOT breast.
Jumping 7
years now after working in the States and learning about gear
and educating myself from books, articles and also seminars, I
returned to good old Blighty. I set up base in Brighton and soon
found a hard-core gym - great I thought. Straight in to running
the security of clubs things were going very well. UntiI I felt
the need to get bigger - as if I was not big enough already! 6'
2" at 17st 8lb with 12% body fat. Yep, I looked good!
I had done
a few heavy courses in the States and decided that this would
be my last course - famous last words. So after seeking out the
gym's ‘Mr. Supplier”, he told me of such a steroid
that I would need as it would be the only thing on this course
that would satisfy me. Orals I said with surprise and my friend
Paul had never really touched the subject so I thought that they
were no good. After Mr Supplier had fed me with stories of 35-40lb
gains and mild loss on completion I jumped at the Anadrol which
came as Oxy something or other. I was instructed that 2 shots
of sustanon a week with 2ml of deca every 6 days would be ALL
I would need would be 3 of these ‘magic pills’ a day
for the first 2 weeks, losing 1 a week until the last week at
1 a day. So for 6 weeks he said there would be minor side affects,
but his answer to that was to, “........just drink 5 litres
of water a day and you'll be OK!” What a wanker! So, £350
later I was ready.
Day
1: No worries.
Day
2: A little sick around food and felt shaky, but otherwise,
no real alarm bells as yet.
Day
3: Mornings from hell! Sick, sick and more sick! I rang
him up and asked what was happening? “Just have more pasta
and water and you should be fine”
Day
4: My girlfriend noticed a yellowing of my eyes and looking
bit gaunt. No alarm bells yet!!
Day
5: Stopped taking them - PERIOD! The stomach pains were
just too much. Just 12 pills gone, what was wrong with me I asked
myself?
Day
6: By now I have gone COMPLETELY yellow, pissing coka
cola and crapping just fat that floats! Incredible stomach pains
and cramps. I have to go to see my G.P.
G.P. said he believed it to be gall stones and not to worry as
he would arrange an ultra sound within the next couple of days.
My blood pressure too was far to high and and my heart rate was
DOUBLE that of normal. My weight at the time was 14st. I was alarmed
after telling the G.P. that a week ago I was nearer 17 1/2 stone!
He said that gall stones can do this. Stupid me! I did not tell
the him about the gear!
Day
7: Went to A & E could not wait the pain just to
bad doubled up all the time no sleep. A & E do ultra sound
found nothing, weight down to 13 1/2 stone. I had half a stone
in a day I now looked like an aids victim. They decided to keep
me in for observation after I decided to tell them what I had
taken. (brave boy or just smart)
Day
8: Now bile salts coming through my skin and my skin
tears like tissue paper when I scratch my self because the salts
are itchy as hell and fucking with my mind all I want to do is
rip my skin off. They have to sedate me and put me on a drip coz
I had eaten nothing in 4 days as soon as I eat it it comes back
up.
Day
9:whilst having a liver biopsy I vomit about 2 pints
of blood over the nurses and the room. The pain was so bad that
the gave me tri base morphine to stop me screaming. My blood was
now orange due to the bile. My parents were called and told to
come to Eastbourne general asap as I might not make it through
the night. This was due to my elevated heart rate which now had
become 2 1/2 times normal even under sedation and they feared
that my heart would explode. I was told that the anadrol had settled
in my liver and eaten through the bile ducts and the cholesterol
tubes that run through the bile ducts. This caused the fat and
bile to mix which was like contact glue, roadblocking my liver
and forcing various nasty fluids and such to back flush in to
my stomach and this was what I painted the room with. Part of
my liver had collapsed and disintegrated.
Day
10 I still living only due to a through the night plasma
exchange, all new blood, modern tech and being pretty fit. Otherwise
I would be DEAD.
I was in ICU
for 2 months whilst they watched my road to recovery. My lowest
weight on day 10 was only 9st 3lb. For the next 2 months I was
put on a special diet blanched veg and chicken no fat salt or
sugar, only water and semi skimmed milk and still on 2 drips with
glucose and saline. The worst thing was during this time my legs
were so weak that I had to have a cafeta fitted, I thought that
the embarrassment was nothing compared to the pain. I was heavily
sedated during ICU due to the itching and stomach pain.
After being
in hospital FOR NEARLY 3 MONTHS I was released. I weighed on 11st
and was still yellow. For 1 year I was on strict diet and no drinking
or gear or I would be dead. I had once a month blood tests. It
took 15 months for all of the yellow to go and for me to eat good
again, I can now drink in moderation and 25 months after going
to hospital I felt good at 16st and did my first mild course 1
sust weekly and 1 deca every 9 days and I have made good gains
with no ill effects, so I now only listen to educated people whom
I consider are more interested in seeing me gain and stay healthy
than getting themselves rich.
I currently
work with the outreach project in Brighton and advise young people
on food training and steroids most are 18-22 years and already
using. My advise is to firstly build good foundations i.e. muscle
density before using gear. But they are very willing to put their
lives at risk to get bigger, all I try to do is advise them on
my experiences and tell them to educate them selves and know their
on bodies. But what can you do?
From The Ed:
I have spoken
to this guy in depth about his trauma. All I can say is WOW! You
were lucky mate and I am glad that you are now ok. To the readers,
if you have any story like this - get it to me asap. OK we are
pro-gear, but what we are NOT is pro gear of this sort. Let us
know as quick as you can. You may, like this guy, save a few lives.
Mick
Hart
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